Focus Was Wrong

Hello.

I'm pretty sure this blog is just good therapy - talking to myself. Where should our attention be centered? On the addict or on how to successfully deal with the effects of the addiction on our lives?

Pretty happy but curious? Am I happy because I don't have to deal with relationships right now? Susan and Sarah are 360 miles away. There is sooo much to do, but running errands and doing chores is stupid. Being alone is stupid but it will be worth it.

Susan is the Mother. Best of all, she cares so much for all the kids and grandkids -- sometimes it's unrequited. If Sarah lives, if she beats addiction, it will be due to the support and unlimited cache of love Susan has for Sarah.

I'm so proud of both of them.

Just step back, let go, let God.